1. |
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Are you afraid
Of the dark
No other way
Out to start
Scared and lonely
Here I am
Looking forward
Give a damn
I’m not living
I’m just breathing
I’m not living
I’m just seeing
I don’t want this
Nor do you
Im lost
Im gone
Bent out of shape
Left the gate
Watch the forest
I’m here from hate
Can you see me
Lookin at the tv
All alone
All alone
Are you afraid
Of the Dark
Lost and astray
Lost at heart
Watch the news
Watch the news
Watch the news
Watch the news
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2. |
Dragging Dead Bodies
03:12
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I don’t know what’s happening
My life is lost and I’m dragging
My own dead body across the floor
I beg and beg could I ask for more
I lost the lack of sense
My time is not the entrance
I think I’m losing it
I’m losing your pretenses
You think I’m on fire
Then look at the ground
Look at what I’ve done
I’m more than what you thought
I’m more than what you thought of me
I’m more than what you thought of me
I’m more than what you thought of me
Thought of me
Thought of me
I drag.
My own
Dead body
X2
I drag my own dead body on the floor
I beg can I have some more
The blood pours on the ground
The wine is fresh and pure
I’m asking god for forgiveness
I ended things way too early
I’m losing faith as we speak
For Lucifer is destroying me
I drag my own dead body on the floor
I plead for my life and then some more
Dug my own grave in hell
I scream for life and help
I dunno what caused this
I’m stupid but also quick
I made the wrong mistakes
The numbers consume me
666x4
Everything is consuming me as we speak
I’m losing faith in god
The only thing that’s kept me alive
Is my own thoughts
x3
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4. |
Kenocartephobia
03:03
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I gaze into the nothingness in front of me and it stared back at my wretched soul
I began to scream and the echo manifests my mind
You forget about your calls and I’ll forget about mine
Kenocartephobia
Cant get it out my mind x3
Kenocartephobia
Cant rip it out my mindx3
I began to tremble down the drain the eager scream of love
I fall through your open arms
Forget about your calls and I’ll forget about mine
Kenocartephobia
Cant get it out my mind x3
Kenocartephobia
Cant rip it out my mindx3
I stare into the blank space in the papers
My fears began to show although hopeless
I can’t believe a word out your mouth
Forget about your calls and I’ll forget about mine
Kenocartephobia
Cant get it out my mind x3
Kenocartephobia
Cant rip it out my mindx3
Kenocartephobia
Cant get it out my mind x3
Kenocartephobia
Cant rip it out my mindx3
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5. |
Crimson Phoenix
04:39
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All in all you still make sense
And you build yourself up from nothing
I know, It’s not that easy when you’re lost
Between the lines of what you may have found yourself again you know it’s not that easy in the end
All in all you build yourself up from nothing I know that’s not easy
I don’t want you to feel uncontrollable
And Now I’m losing focus
Everything is clearer as it stands
(Ohhh)
All in and all you build yourself up from absolutely nothin
I believe in you I believe in you I believe in you
I cannot stay focused even though everything is clear as it stands, stands
(Ohhh)
All in all you build yourself up from nothing
I know things aren’t easy now
All in all you build yourself from nothing
And you got this from the start, start
(Ohhh)
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6. |
Beyond the Front
02:19
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Begin anew with you my love
Lost the bets and took you on
My world is shattered
My works are shaking at its source
I fled the nation last night
Looking forward at the light
Cant be seen yet again
Stuck in the middle and here I defend
Wash the poison off your skin
Lash out I’m sorry for it
I skimmed myself to the edge
I’m lacking the full hearted sense
Cant speak I’m broken down
Lost a good one this time
I can’t be here I stay the amount
I rush the source and I lost my kind
No more time
No more time
No more time
No more time
I’m outside
I’m outside
I’m outside
I’m outside
I want to
I want to
I want to
I want to
Believe you
Believe you
Believe you
Believe you
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7. |
Used
03:28
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I don’t know why I feel so abused
I’m left here torn apart inside
Locked the door and spaced apart
You dropped me out and made me feel so used
They took everything from me
Left me here to die instantly
Rose back to my feet here I come
Point that question at me like a loaded gun
I feel so used
I feel so broken inside
You tore me up
and tied me down
Sickness spreads
Diseased head
Traumatized body
Left instead
I wish things weren’t so difficult
I don’t even know who I am anymore
I feel useless worthless and scared
Of what may happen
Fled my instincts here I am
Couldn’t care and wouldn’t give a damn
Trip me up until I can’t stand
Locked in the basement trying to escape
I feel so used
I feel so broken inside
You tore me up
and tied me down
Sickness spreads
Diseased head
Traumatized body
Left instead
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8. |
Binge
03:46
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To binge and withdraw
All the bad memories
All time considering the fact I’m-
Not here considering time was-
Lost in the pain out there I’m wondering-
Why I cannot stay clear of you
And I can’t sleep wonderful oh-
Why am I so colourful and I
Didn’t mean to hurt you baby
I’m stuck on the middle of the world and you
I don’t know where I’m at
I see no colours only black
I see only black
I wish I can get back
I wish I can get back
I’m stuck here now
Lookin at things I fear
I can’t stay here
I’m scared of the dark
Aren’t you scared as well?
I am stuck in my own personal hell
I wish I could get out of here
All time considering the fact I’m not gone
Everything was wrong everything was wrong
All time considering the fact I lost
Everything was wrong everything was wrong
To binge and withdraw
All the bad memories
To singe and burn off
Everything in your path
Return to Cyndre
Fire and dust
Money and lust
Greed is just too much
I came fast
I lost that
Wouldn’t ever wanna be like that
Dreams about the past
Dreams about the heat
I just woke up
Now I’m feeling ill
Dreams about the past
Dreams about the heat
I just woke up
Dirty little nightmare
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9. |
Step Back
03:33
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10. |
Give Up
03:48
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To think I wasn’t good enough for you
I lied to myself and hung out with the truth
I fell on the floor I’ll beg for you
I’ll shut myself out and break down for you
I couldn’t take much more abuse
I’ll lay on the ground till it ends
I can’t breathe anymore
The smoke is filling me up x2
The smoke is filling me up x4
To think I’d give up
Cuz Nothing else would
I am not alone
I can’t be alone
To think I’d give up
Because Nothing in the world would
I’d try my best
Eventually I’ll fall apart
To think I’d give up
I’d lie to the end
Give you all I can
Give up all I can
To think I’d give up
I’ll come back up
Get back at you
Watch your back
I was so fucking lost in the news
Watching drone strikes and killings
Couldn’t even fathom it
Couldn’t even understand
Politics and official statements
All you can give me
We finally strike again
The humanity sort of thing
I couldn’t breathe
The smoke is filling me
I can’t see
The end of the world
I don’t think you’d care
If I was a deserter
Lost in the world
Couldn’t ask for more x2
To think I’d give up
Cuz Nothing else would
I am not alone
I can’t be alone
To think I’d give up
Because Nothing in the world would
I’d try my best
Eventually I’ll fall apart
To think I’d give up
I’d lie to the end
Give you all I can
Give up all I can
To think I’d give up
I’ll come back up
Get back at you
Watch your back
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11. |
Exit Song
02:26
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